Saturday, January 1, 2011
These were all taken just yesterday at a wedding I was in. As I look at these I realize how much healthier I FEEL and look. Still not quite to my goal but such a long way away from where I was months ago and a year ago when I was skeletal.
I am under a lot of current stress due to my ex and court crap but regardless I am really trying hard not to use starvation as a means of coping. I am trying to look to the positive of what I do have and what I do have control over which is being there for my boys and being good to me. "Ana" would just be one more stress I don't need and who wants to look gross and too skinny? Not me!