Photos: (my son ordered larvae through the mail and we had such a fun time watching them eat and go into "chrysalis as he says (so cute) and then become a beautiful butterfly to release) It so reminds me of Recovery and it's process.
It's been a while since I have blogged. I miss it and am sad to say this will be my last one.
Sadly due to my ex and the court situation it has been misused, misquoted, torn to shreds, and used against me in several court documents and proceedings.
I was not told to take this down by court or my wonderful attorney but came to this conclusion myself and after discussing it further with my therapist have decided to take a different route.
I will always be grateful for the comments, love, and support here.
I have to say that despite court and therapy and hospital records being released to my ex and such hate and disgust thrown at me, that I am eating quite well on a daily basis and continue to move forward on my journey of recovery. I pray things settle down in court for the sake of my children, myself, and so that I can focus even more in recovery instead of court trying to take me away from that focus.
I truly believe if you really want recovery, despite the fears and chaos of your eating disorder, that you can and will recover but you truly have to choose it and not wait for it to just happen. Your eating disorder will always make you believe you NEED it and there is no way you can get past it. That's simply not true~
It is not about whether I can or can't but rather I will and I do!
All the love and support for your journey~
((Big Squishy Hugs))
Brandee
