Thursday, February 24, 2011
Minor set back~
You'd never guess how much I have been struggling when looking at this photo taken last night. It's been a rough few days and I kept it to myself until my therapist asked all the wrong (ok right) questions yesterday. I did't want her to know about the restricting or the scale or my thoughts about it all but for some reason she sensed it all and asked without my saying a word. I don't lie when she asks questions but sometimes have gotten sick of it all and will keep to myself from time to time, especially when feeling such shame. She really helped me with this yesterday and I hope to be more open when I see her tomorrow.
Recovery is such a struggle especially when facing other such big challenges as I currently am. I will get back on track and be ok. I am only letting you all know so that you don't hide from it and can be open as well.
So despite some deep struggles this week, I am still able to have fun as shown here and push forward.